Later.
Monday, November 21, 2011
Boring update is boring
Hey. So, yeah. I'm not on here much at all mostly because I forgot about it. If you ever wanna talk you can contact me through deviantART (purplexninjaxdragon), YouTube (pxnxd68) or Tumblr (purpleninjadragon). I'm on those accounts almost daily.
Later.
Later.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Drama's gonna KILL me! X_X
Never in my life has it been as complicated for me as it is right now.
Freshmen year has been great so far, but with the start of the 2011 CAPT (Connecticut Academic Performance Test) exams, everything has become really stressed.
My friend Chloe is threatening to kill herself because of her ex-boyfriend.
My girlfriends, Taylor and Liz, have both slept with my 'brother,' Anthony (who they are also dating, while he's dating them and Josh, who is technically dating Domonique; it's confusing, but simplified as an open relationship).
Chloe's ex, Austin, will flirt with every girl he sees...in front of Chloe; I kinda like him, but his girlfriend's younger sister is one of my best friends...
The guy I liked-who liked me-in 8th grade is now starting to flirt with me again.
Two boys from my 8th grade class somehow managed to become 9th graders, yet I know they were held back!
My younger 'sister' has had more serious relationships in two years than I have had in my entire life. Thanks Kris, I feel better about myself now.
I've never been afraid of people's opinions on my sexuality, considering that I'm proud to be an open bisexual teenage girl, but now that I'm dating two girls at once (again, open relationship) it seems that people don't have the right to know. Confusing, right?
A week after my stepdad told my mom he wanted a divorce, we moved across town. Unfortunately, we moved to a neighborhood that has no one my age; my closest friend is maybe a 10 minute drive away.
Although healthy, Mom and I don't necessarily have a complete diet, so we take prenatal pills to recieve all the vitamins and minerals we miss. My birth dad automatically assumed I was pregnant when I told him I was taking the pill, then went on to say that kids could ruin your life. Thanks Dad, love you too.
When he moves down to South Carolina, Dad expects me to choose between two colleges: UConn or USC. I've lived in [various parts of] Connecticut my entire life, so I was raised in UConn territory (my cousins also go there and they said it's the best thing they've ever done). If I go to USC, I have the 'option' of living with him and his girlfriend instead of on campus; seeing as he and I had a fall out some years back, the idea isn't one I would consider. Ever. He expects me to choose now.
I was put back into counseling because of my depression, which can improve and then become worse on a daily basis. My counselor, who just happens to be the same woman I went to for my anger management when I was, like, six, thinks I'm crazy.
I'm the only virgin out of most of my friends.
Almost everyone in my grade is either a whore or has been with at least one of the whores in the school. This includes guys.
There's already a pregnant girl at school; if there are more, I've only seen one.
Upon visiting Cape Cod in September, I came to the realization that I must be really ugly if gay guys are prettier than I am; I have nothing against homosexuality, but it's a little unfair when guys are prettier than you without wearing any makeup.
I was really good at math last year, so I expected to have an easy time this year. My Algebra class was basically teaching us how to use a calculator, so I switched into a more advanced class. I still have no idea what the fuck I'm doing.
And, on top of all that, my period still hasn't formed a regular, monthly cycle. Try balancing menstration side affects (irritability, mood sings, cramps that feel like your intestines are being ripped apart, etc.), stress, school, friends, personal problems, life, medications, and sleep at once. If you can do it, you're more than welcome to live my life!
Freshmen year has been great so far, but with the start of the 2011 CAPT (Connecticut Academic Performance Test) exams, everything has become really stressed.
My friend Chloe is threatening to kill herself because of her ex-boyfriend.
My girlfriends, Taylor and Liz, have both slept with my 'brother,' Anthony (who they are also dating, while he's dating them and Josh, who is technically dating Domonique; it's confusing, but simplified as an open relationship).
Chloe's ex, Austin, will flirt with every girl he sees...in front of Chloe; I kinda like him, but his girlfriend's younger sister is one of my best friends...
The guy I liked-who liked me-in 8th grade is now starting to flirt with me again.
Two boys from my 8th grade class somehow managed to become 9th graders, yet I know they were held back!
My younger 'sister' has had more serious relationships in two years than I have had in my entire life. Thanks Kris, I feel better about myself now.
I've never been afraid of people's opinions on my sexuality, considering that I'm proud to be an open bisexual teenage girl, but now that I'm dating two girls at once (again, open relationship) it seems that people don't have the right to know. Confusing, right?
A week after my stepdad told my mom he wanted a divorce, we moved across town. Unfortunately, we moved to a neighborhood that has no one my age; my closest friend is maybe a 10 minute drive away.
Although healthy, Mom and I don't necessarily have a complete diet, so we take prenatal pills to recieve all the vitamins and minerals we miss. My birth dad automatically assumed I was pregnant when I told him I was taking the pill, then went on to say that kids could ruin your life. Thanks Dad, love you too.
When he moves down to South Carolina, Dad expects me to choose between two colleges: UConn or USC. I've lived in [various parts of] Connecticut my entire life, so I was raised in UConn territory (my cousins also go there and they said it's the best thing they've ever done). If I go to USC, I have the 'option' of living with him and his girlfriend instead of on campus; seeing as he and I had a fall out some years back, the idea isn't one I would consider. Ever. He expects me to choose now.
I was put back into counseling because of my depression, which can improve and then become worse on a daily basis. My counselor, who just happens to be the same woman I went to for my anger management when I was, like, six, thinks I'm crazy.
I'm the only virgin out of most of my friends.
Almost everyone in my grade is either a whore or has been with at least one of the whores in the school. This includes guys.
There's already a pregnant girl at school; if there are more, I've only seen one.
Upon visiting Cape Cod in September, I came to the realization that I must be really ugly if gay guys are prettier than I am; I have nothing against homosexuality, but it's a little unfair when guys are prettier than you without wearing any makeup.
I was really good at math last year, so I expected to have an easy time this year. My Algebra class was basically teaching us how to use a calculator, so I switched into a more advanced class. I still have no idea what the fuck I'm doing.
And, on top of all that, my period still hasn't formed a regular, monthly cycle. Try balancing menstration side affects (irritability, mood sings, cramps that feel like your intestines are being ripped apart, etc.), stress, school, friends, personal problems, life, medications, and sleep at once. If you can do it, you're more than welcome to live my life!
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
School, exams, midterms and snow
Okay, so because of the giant motherfucking snow storm we got last Wednesday, we had to push exams back another day and remake up the day we lost; we'd follow Wednesday's schedule on a Tuesday. There was no school Wednesday and a 90 minute dealy Thursday, and we were gonna go to school today and midterms would start tomorrow. Guess who just called to say what was going on?
You guessed it. School called to say it was cancelled due to 'weather problems.' There's some ice on the road and some cars, but that's about it. Now midterms start on Thursday and end on Tuesday. So much for using only one week for exams-oh, shit; MY HUMAN GEOGRAPHY EXAM IS FIRST ON MONDAY!!!
X_X <---dead
You guessed it. School called to say it was cancelled due to 'weather problems.' There's some ice on the road and some cars, but that's about it. Now midterms start on Thursday and end on Tuesday. So much for using only one week for exams-oh, shit; MY HUMAN GEOGRAPHY EXAM IS FIRST ON MONDAY!!!
X_X <---dead
Sunday, January 2, 2011
FANG by James Patterson review
A few days before Christmas, Mom and I headed to the mall for some last minute gifts. As we were passing Borders, I remembered that there were some books I'd wanted; after searching for maybe 20 minutes-it wasn't with other James Patterson books, so it took a while-I found a book I was looking for: Fang, the 6th book of the world famous Maximum Ride series. Needless to say, I was thrilled.
Starting in a small village in Chad, Africa, the flock is working on a CSM (Coalition to Stop the Madness) when they get attacked; big freaking surprise. After suffieciently kicking their asses, the flock returns to their camp to recover when Angel gives a chilling prophecy about Fang, Max's best friend and soul mate: "Nothing can last forever, Max. And actually, I hate to tell you this, but Fang will be the first to die. And it will be soon."
Along with Angel's disturbing prediction, a mad scientist-Dr. Hans Gunther-Hagen-has created Dylan, an eight month old test-tube clone of a fatal car crash victim designed to be Max's perfect other half.
It was a great book with several plot twists and unexpected turns that left you wide-eyed and sometimes in tears (well, at least I cried).
Back cover:
Angel says Fang will be the first to die. But I won't let that happen.
Maximum Ride is used to living desperately on the run from evil forces sabotaging her quest to save the world. But nothing has ever come as close to destroying as this horrifying prophetic message about Fang-her soul mate and best friend.
Then a newly created winged boy, the magnificant Dylan, is introduced into the flock. Raised in captivity like the others, Dylan exists for only one reason: he was designed to be Max's perfect other half.
Thus unfolds a battle of perfection versus passion that terrifies, twists, and turns...and meanwhile THE APOCALYPSE IS COMING.
Starting in a small village in Chad, Africa, the flock is working on a CSM (Coalition to Stop the Madness) when they get attacked; big freaking surprise. After suffieciently kicking their asses, the flock returns to their camp to recover when Angel gives a chilling prophecy about Fang, Max's best friend and soul mate: "Nothing can last forever, Max. And actually, I hate to tell you this, but Fang will be the first to die. And it will be soon."
Along with Angel's disturbing prediction, a mad scientist-Dr. Hans Gunther-Hagen-has created Dylan, an eight month old test-tube clone of a fatal car crash victim designed to be Max's perfect other half.
It was a great book with several plot twists and unexpected turns that left you wide-eyed and sometimes in tears (well, at least I cried).
Back cover:
Angel says Fang will be the first to die. But I won't let that happen.
Maximum Ride is used to living desperately on the run from evil forces sabotaging her quest to save the world. But nothing has ever come as close to destroying as this horrifying prophetic message about Fang-her soul mate and best friend.
Then a newly created winged boy, the magnificant Dylan, is introduced into the flock. Raised in captivity like the others, Dylan exists for only one reason: he was designed to be Max's perfect other half.
Thus unfolds a battle of perfection versus passion that terrifies, twists, and turns...and meanwhile THE APOCALYPSE IS COMING.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Post 1, Jan 1 2011
Hello!
I'm Taylor. I'm a 14 year old girl from Connecticut (America) that loves to have fun. I like anime, animals, the paranormal and all things related to Naruto. I'm a photographer, singer, artist and author and I walk on no stereotypical paths; I am uniquely ME.
YouTube: uzumakihinata1
deviantART: purplexninjaxdragon
Quizilla: xxemoxcatxx
If you wanna know more, shoot me an e-mail at purplexninjaxdragon@gmail.com
I'm Taylor. I'm a 14 year old girl from Connecticut (America) that loves to have fun. I like anime, animals, the paranormal and all things related to Naruto. I'm a photographer, singer, artist and author and I walk on no stereotypical paths; I am uniquely ME.
YouTube: uzumakihinata1
deviantART: purplexninjaxdragon
Quizilla: xxemoxcatxx
If you wanna know more, shoot me an e-mail at purplexninjaxdragon@gmail.com
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